A bad day..

I just don't feel happy at all today, though today is my church's anniversary celebration at York Hotel.. and I should be happy, because there is the food and also the company of my church friends..

But some people just have to spoil the fun for me (I don't care whether the person(s) are reading this blogpost or not, because this is my blog and I'm entitled to my opinions!).. and its not 1 but 2 persons!.. and one of them have hurt me so much though I seriously think it was unintentional.. oh well.. I shall not mention names here.. it won't be nice if I do so..

After the anniversary, I just came home immediately, becos' there was nothing I could do, and also I don't see the need to socialise anymore, because I'm very tired of all these le.. "Acting" is tough, and I can't keep up with it anymore..
At one point (before the whole event starts proper), I even thought of just to go home immediately.. I can't take the pretense anymore!.. and as if its not bad enough, this second person just have to "shoot" me with something which I can say I was quite hurt..

Call me sensitive or something, but after such a long work week and with some weird person at office who is so longwinded and keeps pestering people to ask the SAME things repeatively for 4 times in a SINGLE day, life is becoming a chore.. and I certainly don't need any further "wounds" to ruin my weekend further!

I tired of all these le.. Can I give up? That is the question I have to ask myself..

"Can I give up?",
<<< abriel >>>