Heyz.. haven't blog for long le.. so here I am..
Anyway, its back to school for me in approx. 2 wks or so.. and I'm having mixed feelings.. both excited and scared.. but the fear factor outweighs the excitement in me!
My fears include the following:
(a) What if I cannot cope with my studies and work?
(b) What if I fail? Can I cope with such stress and failure (knowing I'm a perfectionist)?
(c) Does my degree really help what I'm going to do in the future (ie. either in Corporate Communications or Public Relations)? Am I taking the right degree in the first place?
(d) People are finishing the degree within 3 years, and I'm taking at least 3.5 - 4 yrs.. Am I considered competant enough?
(e) How are my lecturers, coursemates and classmates like? Would I form true and genuine friendships within my tenture in UNISIM?
Actually, I have nothing to write about excitement.. my excitement is only short-lived, but it doesn't last as long as my fears.. I never like or should I say hate uncertainties.. I absolutely hate it!!!!! Arghhh~
Going to sleep all alone,
<<< abriel >>>
"To eat is a necessity, but to eat intelligently is an art." La Rochefoucauld
Saturday, July 10, 2010
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